Today it has been 11 years since my dear older sister Trisha passed away. Many of you that read this blog knew Trish. I'm normally a happy upbeat person, but I have been so weepy. I don't cry very often so when I do, the flood gates open and it all comes rushing out. I know she would be so disappointed that I am so depressed and sad today. I've been trying to forget about and avoid thinking about her all week but she just keeps creeping into my thoughts.With all of the joyful things happening in my life right now I just wish she were around to celebrate with us. I know she would still be an awesome big sister. Leading by example and gently reminding me to keep life in perspective. I miss everything about her. Yes I know we have the gospel and we will see her again, but I miss her today and every day. So, I'm going to be sad. I can't help it today. My heart is broken and always will be. The pain will always be there no matter how much I push it down and hide it. I'll hope for a better day tomorrow. I love you Trish.
5 comments:
I was just thinking about Trisha the other day. So many wonderful things about her, I couldn't even begin to list!
It's okay to be sad every once in a while, it just shows how much you still love and miss her!
I miss Trisha too. She was an amazing woman. I have always felt so blessed to have married into such an incredible family - and Trisha will always be a part of that Davis family love.
I miss Trisha too. She was such a cool person. You just felt happier around her.
I am so sorry you have been having one of those days. It is such sad feeling and hard when you feel that pain of loss. I love you so much and everything is going to be ok. Just get through today and there is always tomorrow. I have been thinking about you so much while doing this blog thing. I think you miss her the most sometimes. I know she was your best friend and even though we were all close, you two had such a special bond, and it just stinks that she isn't here with us. I love you....I wish I could give you a big hug...
love~char
I understand. Our hearts were elsewhere today, I think we were both lost in thoughts of days gone by and days that seem incomplete somehow without her around. I'm sure she misses us too. It's seems unfair sometimes but she has left us so much. Love you...It's ok to feel that ache in your heart, that makes you human... Love Mel
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